Wrestling in a ditch means falling into a certain mood or encountering emotional difficulties.
Eyes represent 1 wisdom (judgment) 2 feelings and love.
The left eye, representing human intuition, is the feeling of human instinctive consciousness, which has not been carefully considered by the brain.
The left eye was injured and bleeding, indicating that I paid a heavy price for my hasty decision.
Tears represent the feelings of sadness, separation and missing in your heart.
You are crying, and the people next to you pretend that you don't exist, which means that you feel neglected, disobedient, lonely inside, and eager for someone to understand and care about you.