At the same time, during this time, you may be too tired, which is reflected in your dream, that is, things keep going wrong, and there seems to be a solution, but it can't be solved.
Guess, in reality, you are a little indecisive, always entangled in major issues that need to be decided; Always worry about other people's feelings, always care about other people's evaluation of you; Always after the fact, I always wonder what would have happened if I hadn't decided.
If you are unlucky, I hope you understand that life will inevitably make various decisions, and you can't regret what you have decided. Just let nature take its course. Don't think about the past. If you remember, you might as well just look at the experience, not the ending.
I'm sorry if I guess wrong. If so, I'll correct it. If not, I encourage you!