1. Subconsciously, you are afraid that the single-parent environment will affect your daughter's growth, so subconsciously, you should consider whether to find a father for your daughter or think of other ways.
2, you subconsciously need someone to take care of, need someone to comfort, and want to give yourself a reason to obey. (Pure inference, if offensive)
You subconsciously fear and blame yourself because you can't give your daughter a complete family.
You are afraid of losing your daughter! Lose one's spiritual support