Dream interpretation! Dream of writing a suicide note

Because there is not much effective information, I can only analyze it here, not very specific. Maybe you can read it yourself:

Going to war means that you are about to meet a challenging and risky job.

Write a suicide note to your parents, stating that if this job fails, it may endanger the interests of your most important person (not necessarily your parents).

In short, dreams show that the challenge you have to meet may hurt you and your most important person, but you still choose to meet the challenge!