First of all, answer "it feels real", "my heart is beating fast" and "there is a feeling of being rubbed by buttons on my face". These descriptions are normal. Everyone thinks the dream is real, and your perception is real, because you have really encountered such sensory stimulation. For example, if a person who has never had sexual intercourse can feel that the dream of sexual intercourse is very real, then he can be sure that he has masturbated for so long in his life. Dreams always combine the materials in your life. . So don't care about the authenticity of the feeling. As for the rapid heartbeat, it goes without saying that it is unpleasant to be awakened by fear. . .
Then, reflect the reality of your dreams:
1. The ghost in the dream is not the key, but what the ghost looks like, "illusory" and "men, women and children". Inferring from these adjectives, the ghost you are talking about is actually the people around you, your working environment and your living environment.
2. "Going in one direction" means that you feel that the world in your life is cold. You feel that everyone is striving for their own goals and lacks care for each other. This just reflects the lack of care from others in your life. You lack this kind of care, so you generalize it. You are comforting yourself. You blame your indifference on everyone's indifference, and people don't care.
This leads to the next paragraph, "Tell me to stop by my side, and then stop more and more." This paragraph means that you want to be the focus of people, and you want to be noticed by more people.
3. "At this moment, I am very scared. Although I can't see their eyes, I feel that they are staring at me maliciously. " Fear is a reflection of your recent anxiety, and the description of this literal plot still reflects your comfort and sour grapes: I don't want to be cared for and cared for, but if they care about me, I will be afraid, and those who care about me are uneasy and kind. This explanation takes care of the group of "ghosts" you later described to frame you into the jaws of death.
4. "At this moment, a little girl in red pushed her way through the crowd and said to me," As long as you walk into the gate of hell, we won't embarrass you. "But a voice in my heart said: Don't listen to her, as long as you go in, you will never get out. So I didn't go in. " "When she saw that I didn't go in, she ran towards me and pressed me in the face."
The little girl represents your childish sour grapes, and your struggle with him represents your inner struggle. You're saving yourself. You know your sour grapes mentality is incorrect, and you want to change it. I don't know if it is because of some recent events that I realized that my social outlook is biased.
Dreaming itself is a kind of psychological catharsis and is beneficial. Apart from the situation reflected in your dream, I think you have been very anxious recently. Because you realize that some of your inner thoughts are incorrect and you want to change. .