Everyone will have a beloved person buried in his heart, no matter he is an asshole or a perfect man.
But after all, he is our past, a past relationship.
We should look ahead and find something better.
You don't think it's the best when you find a shell missing.
In fact, it may be a beautiful pearl not far in front of you.
In fact, a lot of fun in life is not necessarily attributed to a person or a relationship.
Everyone will have a potential ability different from others in the next life.
You can try to develop your interests and potential abilities.
This will not only make your life more interesting and rich, but also make you happy and bright.
Now that you are married to B, you should treat him well.
Although you are so unforgettable, he is your husband now.
Now that you are married to B, there must be your reasons.
Maybe B is not as bad as you think. Try to find his good points.
Maybe it's a little intimacy in life, maybe it's an occasional heart, maybe his heart knows everything about you.
Anyway, everyone has his light. Maybe you're just too close to notice.
It's not too late to treat him well.
I wish you happiness for a long time ~ ~