Now tell me this dream of yours.
The first dream is to have dinner with your family, which represents your daily life.
People like dead cousins, and cousins may represent a conservative state that exists in your own life.
Shot by an outsider, this outsider represents things that come into your space outside of life.
Shooting implies ideological conflicts and ability challenges, forcing you to change your original state.
The second dream may be related to the pressure of study.
It makes you feel that no way back is bound and restricted.