In a word, you have three mental states:
1. You have gradually lost consciousness, and Chun Qing has gone too far, and his heart is slightly shaken.
I want to associate with boys, but I'm afraid. I hope mom will help you, and I hope mom won't care too much. I am attached to my mother, but I am a little anxious to get rid of it.
You are just a little Chun Qing, so don't panic. This is human nature. Everything is natural. Don't think a cat is scratching you.