I dream of riding a buffalo all my life.

Duke Zhou said that it means death; But most of the situations in Duke of Zhou are unreliable, because we all have the same dream, but everyone's dream is different, so don't think much. I think it's because of your recent mood swings. Buffalo's running represents excitement, and the scene of death reveals deep hidden dangers, worries, pressures and so on. But the only thing you can do now is to do what you are doing. To say the least, only by accepting the result can we overcome our inner fear of the result. Hope to adopt!