As for the dismissal, there is nothing far-sighted, but the dream is exaggerated and self-directed, perhaps to better vent, leading to the release of your grievances.
Colleagues laugh at you, and colleagues in foreign companies laugh at you. This is very logical, that is, you feel that you are not doing well in this company, which also reflects that you are not very sociable in daily life. You have expressed an image and it is better to resign early.
In the final analysis, the release of bad emotions contributes to physical and mental health, O(∩_∩)O~.
Thinking from-one meter sunshine.