Yu Qilin _ _ longed for miracles, shortcuts and success, so she found it (echoing the feeling of the previous exam)
Watering trees and smelly dung are always obvious, and they also echo the exam. You are diligent, even if the situation is not optimistic and you are under great pressure, you can persist.
The happiness and growth of trees is an affirmation of their efforts.
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Music+sadness is a release of self-pressure, so we don't feel weak here, so we create a lyrical scene.
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A mobile home is a shelter from the wind and rain, and it is also a home.
It means that you lack a sense of belonging now. Going out to find dad shows that you still need help and dependence in your life.
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Summary: academic pressure makes you feel suffocated, but you can't stop.
You have been working hard, hoping for a miracle and eager for success.
I hope I can rely on it, but I feel a little insecure.
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As for how to solve it, it varies from person to person.
There are many ways to exercise, such as relaxation, yoga, meditation, hypnosis, communication and so on.
Anyway, I wish you happiness.