You said that you dreamed of beautiful things to share with your friends, and you and your friends felt very happy and yearning, which is a good thing. As for the person who is mentally ill after speaking, no one knows, including yourself. The person who can grasp and achieve the goal-he (she) will close his (her) eyes, remember his (her) beautiful dreams well, and then use actions to realize his (her) dreams. It won't work then.