Duke Zhou, I dreamed that someone else burned my pants.
Explain that you are currently entangled in some desires, and your reason has tried to get rid of these desires, but your emotions are persuading you to accept them. The idea of not losing to others is quite strong, but the actual situation often fails to make you proud, which will only make you more frustrated. Calm down and wait for a while! Parents are your best confidants, and so are the elders who took care of you when you were a child. If you can find the carefree feeling of childhood around their knees, your heart will become warm!