Some people say that people will die three times in this life. The first time was when the heart stopped beating, the second time was at the funeral, and the third time was when no one in the world remembered it.
In fact, I don't think he left, because his words, his thoughts and his spirit will last forever.
I heard the name of Lin Qingxuan many years ago. At that time, I thought Lin Qingxuan was a beautiful woman writer. Later, I was surprised to see Lin Qingxuan in the photo: how can a person with such a fresh and refined word look like a "fire cloud evil god"?
This is entirely an illusion caused by his name.
Lin Qingxuan mentioned in a speech that he ranked 12 in his family. His father couldn't think of a name for him at that time, because he didn't cry when he was born, but smiled. The family thought it was strange, so they named him Lin Qingguai. However, when registering the household registration, the staff suggested that it is better to call him Lin Qingqi. Another said that he was reading a martial arts novel recently, and there was a "Taoist of the Qing Dynasty" in it. It was better to call him Lin Qingxuan.
In any case, he is attached to "Qing", and even his lines often reveal a fresh and simple Zen flavor.
He said: Look at the world with a pure heart, live with a happy heart, have feelings with a normal heart, and remove obstacles with a soft heart.
He has been pursuing a higher realm all his life.
He wrote in Qing Huan that when he was a teenager, he read a poem by Su Dongpo and liked it very much. He can recite it now:
Su Dongpo has experienced ups and downs in his life, with great sadness and great joy. He has long regarded life as a practice, and his mind is becoming more and more open-minded. Finally, one day, he expressed the feeling that "the taste of the world is a clear joy".
This is a realm of life that Su Dongpo and Lin Qingxuan have been pursuing all their lives.
Lin Qingxuan said: "The heart turns with the environment is an ordinary person, and the environment turns with the heart is a saint;" Look at yourself with shame and look at the world with gratitude.
Lin Qingxuan won almost all the prizes in the Taiwan Province Literature Prize before he was 30 years old. By the time he was 30, he had become the editor-in-chief of this newspaper.
However, perhaps many people don't know that before he became a famous writer, he had killed pigs in slaughterhouses, worked as a porter at docks, set up stalls, pushed dining cars in restaurants and washed dishes ... He never gave up writing, and finally supported his dreams.
At that time, I didn't read his words carefully until I saw his Lily in a reading group last year:
He turned himself into a lily and shouted in his heart, "I want to blossom, that is the mission of the flower I want to complete;" I want to blossom and prove my existence in my own way. "In reading again and again, his spirit of upward beauty, which goes deep into his bones, shocked me again and again.
Lin Qingxuan 1953 was born in a poor mountain village in Kaohsiung, Tainan. There was no writer in that place for 300 years, but at the age of 8, he was determined to be a successful, outstanding and great writer. At that time, his peers might still be playing with mud and sand.
That is, from the age of 8, he wrote 500 words every day. When he arrived in high school, he felt that he had to work hard, so he stipulated that he should write 1000 words every day. When he was in military service, he felt that he had to work harder, so he stipulated that he should write 2000 words every day, and the military camp blew the horn at 6 o'clock. He got up at 4 o'clock and wrote for 2 hours. After work, he felt that he should work harder, so he wrote 3000 words every day.
He wrote in Race against Time: "If you keep racing against time, you can succeed."
He said and did this, and he succeeded. The first submission is passed directly. At the age of 20, he published his first book, Lotus Blossom, and everyone said that he was a born writer.
He persisted in the habit of writing for 58 years without a day's interruption. "I will stick to training and keep my hands, eyes and heart on the line. If I don't write for a week, my hand will leave your heart. " Lin Qingxuan said.
As he grows older, he demands more and more of himself.
He said that at the age of 20, he stood on the bridge and watched the scenery;
Then when you are 30 years old, you must stand upstairs and watch the scenery;
At the age of 40, standing on the mountain to see the scenery;
At the age of 50, stand on the clouds and watch the scenery;
100 years old, I stood in the sky watching the scenery.
People should keep growing, set higher goals and stand in a higher position to see the scenery as they grow older.
When he was a child, he went to see Roman Holiday with eight boys. When he saw Audrey Hepburn, an elegant and charming heroine, he was shocked. All eight boys vowed to marry a woman like Audrey Hepburn.
It's a pity that he met his "Audrey Hepburn" only after he got married. He divorced his wife and then married his true love, regardless of secular criticism and opposition.
When he announced the wedding news, someone ran to his door and burned his book. Many fans expressed indignantly: If it weren't for the marriage, Lin Qingxuan would be the perfect man.
Isn't this perfect? This question is "different people have different opinions, and the wise have different opinions".
It wrote in "The Integrity of a Caterpillar": "What is a career is unknown, and the happy ending is also unknown, but people can't lose the desire to realize the career and successfully realize it."
Perhaps, for Lin Qingxuan, this is just a fulfillment of life.
He once said, "We only have one life to sell to people who know the goods."
"Life goes on like this, without telling others, only in the most hidden place in my heart, I always light a lamp. There are two lines written on the lamp:
If you walk alone today, you will fly away. "
"Literary creation is the treasure of my life, which makes me dare to be different and always hold a moving heart! Looking back on my 40-year writing career, I am glad that I am a writer. I have cultivated one field after another with love as the plow, beauty as the rake, wisdom as the seed and thought as the nourishment. "
"I beat the sun that day. I will often play such games in the future. Sometimes I race with the sun, sometimes I race with the northwest wind, and sometimes I finish my homework in ten days ... "
"I know I will write to the last moment of my death."
I seem to see the teenager who is racing against time. I know, I will read his words in countless nights when the lights are turned on until the last moment of my life!