First, you're worried about something.
Second, you don't want to do it yourself.
Third, you are wary of people who ask you to do it.
You woke up when you said that. Personally, I think you should still be in a semi-dreamy state at that time, just like some people want to shout it out in Thieves' Dream, but they feel that they can't. When this tension reaches a certain level, you will cry from your dream, and at the same time, you will really wake up and find that it was a dream.
Suggestion: Pay attention to prevent unexpected events.
Limited knowledge, I hope I can help you and wish you a happy life.