From "I used to talk to him or look at him." From this perspective, "brother" always appears in your dreams. From this, we can know that some of your characters are similar to "brother". Because you personally like someone as affectionate as Leslie Cheung. So you also have temperament!
People live in society, and their personalities always conflict with each other and are pointed at. "Later, several women saw us outside the door. Pointing at us and saying: stay away from them. They are gay. " And there are as many people as women who give you advice. Idle people talk!
If you are not accepted by society, you will doubt this part of your favorite personality and try to deny the feelings generated by this part of your personality.
But no matter how you deny it, this part of your personality is what you liked and accepted before. In the dream, the dream will realize your inner desire-to be one with the personality you like, such as "I hug him, we are very close." It seems that he is really my brother. "
A person, there will always be bad feelings in society, and many good feelings will be pointed at. Even if you really do good things, you will be called artificial and false!
However, people can't deny their inner kindness, softness and profundity!