Your bed should be thoroughly overhauled.
The following is an analysis
Your recent stress is bound by some troublesome trivial matters that you think are disgusting, which has seriously affected your life and that of your family.
You think you have the ability to get rid of or solve these things, but because these things come too suddenly, too violently and too much, you can't cope with them at once, and these things leave resentment and slight frustration in your heart.
When you feel that you can't cope with this, it may be a good idea to choose to escape. ...
suggestion
It is not this dream to discuss calmly with your family, but some major events you will face in the future, and find a way to solve the problem in essence as soon as possible.