My good friend "Puppy", I'd like to introduce you. Do you want to share the feeling of raising ...
Inter-school sports represent your regular or fixed life, which makes you have to give up being with the puppy and leave him in the classroom.
You start to choose leather boots, and the sound you want to wear is very neat, which shows that you are worried about being out of place with your good friends. To be like them, they may have the same life or the same ideas.
You haven't picked anything for a long time, which means that you said that your current life has no "result" or that you have changed.
Let's just say that some people around you tried a more exciting life. You want to, but you are afraid that people around you will look at you or destroy the existing family order. You think life is monotonous now, and you want to change and stimulate it.
Peace of mind, nothing. Dreams are talking to themselves.
I feel very helpless ... this is actually your view of life now. You can't see or touch it at ordinary times, but don't be deceived by your other self during the day.