Get married and have children. I put them together, and the characters in my dream have their own personality representatives, resulting in new ideas, which is a sublimation and transformation of the past me.
Dead, but relieved. The "bitterness" in front can be understood as the difficulty I have to encounter in sticking to my own routine. The subject himself may be a little worried, but in the end I made a choice and went back to my husband and son.
PS: No communication, look at it dialectically.