The name Zhirui feels cool, but he is gentle in your dreams. Boys who feel cool can protect girls, be gentle and study well, and feel like Prince Charming. You created this image yourself.
Is the perfect "he" in your heart. What may really be in line with your reality is the indifferent boy and the arrogant girl. They may be the little lovers you met at school. You have no boyfriend and no one to pursue, so you feel inferior in your heart. This contemptuous look is what you project on yourself.
But you have a beautiful wish in your heart, and then you create a perfect "straightforwardness" for yourself in your dream.
You want such a person to help you in your study, accompany you on the road of life and give you happiness in the future.
This is a dream of dissatisfaction with reality and fantasy desire.
I wish you an early encounter with life.