I think about it every day and dream every night. It's normal, just to prove that you like your boyfriend very much (he makes me envy and hate! ! ! If you really want to go on with him, you should still do a good job at home, because I don't think a marriage without parents' blessing will be happy. I suggest you communicate with your family first and find out why they are against you. Then feedback the collected information to your boyfriend and discuss with him what to do. Finally, find a suitable time to take him to your home, and then you two can communicate with your home.
Parents want their children to live a happy life, no matter what, it's for your own good. Maybe they just don't know enough about your boyfriend now (just like some parents in the north are particularly interested in their girls dating boys in the south).